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Tuesday, May 12, 2026

I Wonder How They Sang

 Readings 051226 

I sometimes wonder how well Paul and Silas sang
in that midnight prison.
Were their voices steady or shaky?
Did they sing boldly,
or did the notes quiver in the dark?
Maybe they lifted a Psalm
one of those ancient songs that carry hope
when the world feels tight and heavy.
Whatever they chose,
it was enough to make the earth tremble.

And thinking about them
always brings me back to second grade—
when the music teacher handed me crayons
and sent me to the corner
while everyone else sang.
That moment settled deep,
as if my voice didn’t belong.

But the Lord has a way
of rewriting old stories.
Years later, He called me to be a Deacon—
and wouldn’t you know it,
He placed a song right back in my mouth.
My wife says I hit a note or two now,
and every once in a while
I even land on key.
But that’s not the heart of it.

Because somewhere along the way,
I realized I don’t sing to impress.
I sing because I believe.
I sing the Easter Proclamation,
I sing before the Blessed Sacrament,
I sing the Alleluia
whenever they give me the chance.
I sing because Jesus promised
the Holy Spirit
the Advocate—
would come to us,
fill us,
and convict the world of truth.

So maybe Paul and Silas
had better voices than mine.
Maybe not.
But I know this:
they sang because the Spirit burned in them.
And that same Spirit burns in us.
We sing because we belong to Christ.
We sing because we believe.

Prayer

Holy Jesus, 

Place Your song deep within my heart.
Let the Holy Spirit 

steady my voice in every season.
As You strengthened Paul and Silas, 

strengthen my praise.
Turn my weakness into worship 

and my fear into faith.
I sing because I belong to You.
Let every note rise as an offering of love.

Amen


Monday, May 11, 2026

Faith is Not a Transaction

 Readings 051126

At Mass this weekend,
the Priest said something bold.
Many lose faith
because God does not do
what they want Him to do.

They pray,
and nothing seems to happen.
They ask,
and heaven feels silent.

Then came the deeper truth:
faith is not about
what God does for us—
faith is about
what we are doing for God.

Jesus knew
His disciples would struggle too.
He told them they’d be cast out,
even hunted,
by people who believed
they were serving God.

He wasn’t frightening them.
He was preparing them.
Teaching them that faith
is not a bargain—
it is surrender.

So He promised the Advocate,
the Spirit of Truth,
the One who steadies the heart
when the world shakes.

The Spirit does not come
to grant favors.
The Spirit comes
to shape saints—
to help us understand
what God desires,
and to give us courage
to do His will.

This is where
Christian perfection begins:
in grace,
and in a deeper imitation
of Christ.

The Spirit testifies to Jesus.
And Jesus says,
“You also will testify.”

Not by getting what we want—
but by giving God
our whole heart.

Prayer

Holy Spirit of Truth,
steady my heart when faith feels thin.
Teach me to seek not favors,
but the will of the Father.
Shape me into a witness for Christ,
and make my whole life a “yes” to You.

Amen.